How Should A Christian Respond to a Jehovah Witness?

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Who is Jesus- He is both God and man

Many people wonder how should a Christian respond when a Jehovah Witness shows up at their door.

A few years ago, I exchanged emails from a Jehovah Witness regarding the concept of the Trinity. I am sharing this because I am sure we have all have faced it before. We will at some point be confronted with Jehovah Witnesses at our doorstep. And when we do, we need to know what to say. I think because we had exchanged emails, it allowed both of us to think about our words more carefully. For the most part, his responses had been civil, but I became annoyed when I discovered most of his comments were directly copied from their brochure. However, his most impassioned response came when I tried to convince him that Jesus was both God and Man; that He had to be God to be perfect (without sin) and man (so that He might be weak and die in the place of sinners). He seemed very adamant that Jesus should not be worshipped as God.

Here was his rhetorical response:

The only way Jesus could have resisted Satan is if he were God?

And if he were completely man, he would have SIN in him?  Jesus had to be a man without the imperfection that sin imparts in order to satisfy God’s perfect justice; like for like. He couldn’t be the RANSOM if he weren’t a perfect man.  Jesus countered Satan’s temptations with SCRIPTURES. Not by being God. We can do likewise, but in our imperfect, sinful, and human way. That’s why Jesus left us a model to follow.

When has Satan tempted God and expected to win?  It’s absurd to think that Satan could tempt God with a loaf of bread, or that God could put himself to the test, or be offered power that God did not have himself. 

 He went on to say this:

Then would Adam have died if he did not sin?

If not, then death through sin would not have occured, right? Adam would live forever in paradise. But a perfect man can be given free will, and it would be up to him to use it in the way God intended: by obedience. And, to make it completely impossible for Adam to live forever, he let Satan tempt Eve and, subsequently, Adam. Is that right? Then, since Adam could not possibly resist Satan unless Adam were God, Adam was doomed to failure from the very start! Thanks, God! That is so fair!

And so the need for another perfect man to balance the scales, Jesus. He was not God. Neither was Adam.

And what was the irresistable temptation? Satan told the first lie. “You won’t die.”

Adam was free to obey God’s ONLY command. He was free to eat from that tree.

His prospect of living forever would rest on his decision. He was still perfect up until he made the wrong choice. When he chose to eat from the tree, he forfeited his PERFECT life and became imperfect, able to pass on that imperfection to his progeny, including death.

Instead, the ransom was appropriate. But Jesus had to be what Adam was not: obedient. Jesus passed that test just like Adam could have but didn’t. And Jesus paid the ransom with his life – his PERFECT human life.

For what it’s worth, here is what I said in return:

Hi [I’ve deleted the man’s name to protect his privacy],

Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ! I hope and pray that you and your family are well.

I have been doing a lot of thinking, praying, and researching. While I do not want to argue or dispute with you what the Watchtower says, I do care about straigtening out some falsehoods and misinterpretations of the Word of God.

At the core of things, there seems to be a great deal of misunderstanding of who Adam was, specifically who he was in comparison to Jesus. I do not mean to poke at you. I have noticed similar misconceptions even among my Christian contemporaries.

Firstly, with regards to Adam, it is important to understand that Adam was just a man. He came from the dust of the earth and God breathed life into him. Other than that, there was nothing special about him.

You mention the following regarding Adam:

Then would Adam have died if he did not sin?

What does Jesus say? “No one is good—except God alone.” Which means Adam wasn’t good.

It also begs the question: what do you believe about Christ? Do you believe Jesus is good?

And think carefully before you answer. Because if you respond with “yes” then based on Jesus’ own words, you must also conclude that Jesus is God, because “no one is good—except God alone”. But if you respond with “no”, then Jesus was NOT good, and therefore would have fallen short of becoming a perfect ransom of our sins.

If not, then death through sin would not have occurred, right? Adam would live forever in paradise.

Adam could have resisted sin only if he first also believed that God had his best interests at heart when He told him not to eat of the tree of knowledge. And if he had believed and had put his trust in God, he would have been gifted as Abraham had been gifted “Abraham believed and it was accredited to him as righteousness”. God would have gifted Adam with the Holy Spirit and the faith to overcome sin if he had believed in God. But if Adam had resisted that one temptation, it would have only have been for that moment in time. The Bible says “resist the devil and he will flee from you” but doesn’t the devil always come back eventually to tempt us again and again? Wasn’t Jesus tempted 40 days and nights? Was not Jesus tempted his whole life on earth? Do you really think the resistance of one temptation would have “earned” Adam the right to eternal life? No, it would not. In fact, was not there another tree in the garden that would have granted Adam eternal life? Wasn’t it called the Tree of Life? Adam chose not to eat of that tree. He chose to eat instead from the tree he was specifically told not to, at the very first onset of temptation.

But a perfect man can be given free will, and it would be up to him to use it in the way God intended: by obedience.

Obedience is the evidence of faith in God. And faith is the evidence of belief and trust in God. As Scripture says: “The righteous shall live by faith”.

And, to make it completely impossible for Adam to live forever, he let Satan tempt Eve and, subsequently, Adam. Is that right? Then, since Adam could not possibly resist Satan unless Adam were God, Adam was doomed to failure from the very start!

As I mentioned before, if Adam had believed that God had his best interests at heart, if he had trusted that God had already given to him everything he could have possibly wanted, and did not have the desire to covet anything more, God would have gifted him with the Holy Spirit and the faith to overcome and resist the devil. The test was a test of FAITH and nothing more than that. God did say “if you eat of the tree you will die” but He did NOT say what would happen if Adam resisted that temptation. We only know what might have happened if Adam had resisted based on what has always happened among the examples in the Bible of those who believed in God and lived by faith. And we know faith is a life-long journey, not a one-time resistance to the devil’s lies.

Thanks, God! That is so fair!

It is a sobering lesson that God is God and we are not. We cannot hope to resist sin on our own power. We must humble ourselves and accept that God alone is good.

And what was the irresistable temptation? Satan told the first lie. “You won’t die.”Adam was free to obey God’s ONLY command. He was free to eat from that tree. His prospect of living forever would rest on his decision. He was still perfect up until he made the wrong choice. When he chose to eat from the tree, he forfeited his PERFECT life and became imperfect, able to pass on that imperfection to his progeny, including death.

His prospect of living forever would have rested on eating from the Tree of Life, not on the Tree of Knowledge. And no, he was far from perfect before he disobeyed. The disobedience was the evidence of Adam’s unrighteous heart. Think about it. The Bible says “Abraham believed and it was accredited to him as righteousness”. If Adam believed God, if he had believed and simply trusted that God had his best interests at heart when he said “do not eat of that tree”, he would not have eaten of the tree. He wouldn’t even had considered it. But Adam acted like a spoilt child. He had everything he could ever want. And he wasn’t happy. He wanted more. With the tiniest nudge from a serpent he chose to eat of the tree he was specifically told not to. And just as a spoilt child typically would react, Adam didn’t even repent of his sin. Instead he blamed his wife. Where was the rightousness of Adam?  God gave him one simple rule and he wasn’t able to follow even that one. If anything, Adam’s failure proved just how imperfect a man he was.

And so the need for another perfect man to balance the scales, Jesus. He was not God. Neither was Adam.

Instead, the ransom was appropriate. But Jesus had to be what Adam was not: obedient. Jesus passed that test just like Adam could have but didn’t. And Jesus paid the ransom with his life – his PERFECT human life.

Who was Jesus mother? Who was His father? Was not His mother Mary? And was not His father the Lord God Almighty? Certainly, Jesus was no ordinary man! His conception was a miracle of God! When Jesus called God “Father” He did so in the literal sense. He had no earthly father or conception. He did not just resist sin – He performed miracles and wonders no man could have ever dreamed of! He walked on water, commanded the wind and the waves, casted out demons, brought sight to blind, healed the lame and the sick, and raised the dead to life. He was also transfigured before Peter, James and John in all His glory. He claimed to be the “bread of life” who spoke “words of eternal life”. Was Adam all of these? There is no comparison. Jesus embodied all the goodness and power and glory of God – Adam did not. And as far as ransom was concerned, this was far more than a life for a life. Jesus had to be the ransom to pay the burden of every sin, weakness, humiliation, shame, and the deserved wrath of God, FOR THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE EXISTING FROM ADAM TO THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT. All men, regardless of their righteous deeds, are but dust and ashes compared to the Son of God. Possessing God’s perfect goodness of character, Jesus alone could perfectly and consistently resist the devil. Yes, Jesus used Scripture. But Scripture is useless without the power of the Spirit of God behind it. (The Pharisees also had Scripture and it was useless to them.) As to the question why Satan bothered with tempting Jesus at all if the devil knew Jesus was God…. why does the devil do anything? Pride deludes him into thinking he can defeat God. That was always the devil’s problem from the very beginning.

You said: “Jesus would never allow humans to worship him in place of God” and I firmly believe that is a true statement IF Jesus was an ordinary human being like you and I. If any ordinary human being like you or I made statements implying he was God, and people swarmed to bow down and worship that person, we would rightfully call that blasphemous. But Jesus was no ordinary human being.

In the book of John, Jesus makes several “I AM” statements:

  • I am the bread of life. 6:35, 48, 51.
  • I am the light of the world. 8:12; 9:5.
  • I am the door of the sheep. 10:7, 9.
  • I am the good shepherd. 10:11, 14.
  • I am the resurrection and the life. 11:25.
  • I am the way, the truth, and the life. 14:6.
  • I am the true vine

Many of these have cross-references to the Old Testament referring to God. A Christian theologian told a story once of a time in which he began to study the Old Testament with a group of modern-day Jewish scholars. A few of the Jews became curious of the New Testament and asked him if he could lead a study on one of the gospels. One day, one of the Jews came to one of their studies. He had never read any of the New Testament Scriptures before in his life. The Christian theologian asked him to read aloud from John chapter 10. As the man read the words of Jesus, he began to look appalled. His reaction was immediate when he got to Jesus words: I am the good shepherd. “He is declaring himself to be God!” he shouted. The man was so enraged, he spat on the Bible, threw it down, and stomped on it. Now, if this is the conclusion and reaction of a modern-day Jew, don’t you think the Jews of Jesus’ time would have reacted the same? The Jews would have interpreted Jesus’ statements the same way: they would have concluded that Jesus was referring to himself as God. And this conclusion would have inspired one of two responses: either one of reverence or one of contempt. There would have been no middle ground. The ones who hated him had him killed. As to the others, I challenge you to find a single incident in Scripture of Jesus dissuading anyone from worshipping him. Even the angel that gave John visions of the book of Revelations corrected John when he fell down in worship of him. Even Paul and Barnabas were mistaken as gods in the book of Acts after Paul healed a man yet surely their actions paled in comparison to all the signs and wonders Jesus performed while He was on earth. In light of all these things, is it really that incomprehensible that many of Jesus followers revered him as God? And if that is so, why doesn’t Scripture give any warnings against it?

P.S. He has not emailed me since.

And to this day, I have not heard a response from him.

Sermon on the Mount

“Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 5:17-20

It is my opinion that the Sermon on the Mount is probably one of the most misunderstood out of the entire New Testament. No other passages in Scripture have been most misrepresented by preachers and theologians from every Christian denomination across the globe.

Context is always key.

When reading Scripture, it is always important to understand that the authors wrote down only what they believed to be of the greatest value and significance to the reader. I’m sure they wanted to write down more, but they knew it’d be impossible to write down every major event or happening surrounding Jesus’ life and ministry. So they stuck to the basics. Thus, it’s impossible to brush aside any small verse or phrase. You can’t brush it aside when there was deliberate intentionality in everything they wrote down.

There was no eloquent speech. No beating around the bush. Thus, you have to soak it all in very slowly and carefully, keeping in mind there were significant reasons why each detail was included. It becomes vital to address such questions as: Why did the author choose to include this information? Why is it important?

Therefore, before diving into the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew Chapter 5, it’s important that you have read and studied Matthew Chapters 1-4. You will not have a complete picture of Chapter 5 unless you have this background.

In Chapter 3, Matthew introduces the reader to John the Baptist. And what do we know about Jesus’ disciples? At least some of them had been followers of John before they became followers of Jesus. And so, it is very likely, many who were witnesses of Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount also were aware of John’s ministry.

John preached the importance of repentance, of turning away from wicked and sinful practices, and turning instead towards practices more pleasing to God. John’s followers consisted of those who felt the inner turmoil of guilt and shame because of what they had done. They knew in their hearts that they had done wrong, but they also possessed a sincere desire to change. John preached a message of hope to these people. If they confessed their sins to God, and to those they had wronged, and committed to a lifestyle of change, God would declare them righteous.

The reader is also introduced to the Pharisees and the teachers of the Law. John the Baptist shockingly calls these religious leaders ‘a brood of vipers’. They are later exposed as hypocrites by Jesus, who calls them ‘whitewashed tombs’ because they valued appearances over inner motives.

This is the backdrop before the book of Matthew introduces us to the Sermon on the Mount.

As I noted before, everything written down in Scripture was done so with great care and intentionality. The reader is therefore meant to keep everything that had already been said in the previous chapters in mind as he considers what is about to happen next.

So let’s now look at these verses, one phrase at a time

Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets

Why did Jesus say this? Why is it significant?

Jesus was a mind reader. He could literally read minds. There are several instances written in Scripture in which He would expose what everyone was already thinking, even those things people were too ashamed or embarrassed to say out loud. Thus, we can conclude that there were people in the crowd who were listening to Him at that very moment on the Mount of Olives who believed that Jesus did indeed intend to ‘abolish the Law’.

Now we must ask, why would anyone think that of Jesus? Who would accuse Hhim of such a thing? We know Jesus was accused of violating the Sabbath by the Pharisees. Plus, he hung out with ‘sinners’. He showed mercy to those the Pharisees would have stoned. To these sticklers of the Law, it appeared Jesus was giving these people a free pass. He was telling prostitutes, tax collectors, adulterers, and thieves that their sins were forgiven. In the eyes of the Pharisees, Jesus was acting as if the Law had no significance. It appeared to them that Jesus was teaching something outright scandalous: that obedience to the Law was irrelevant to God and righteousness.

Here, Jesus is refuting their assumptions and accusations.

I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 

To Jesus’ doubters, the above statement would have been surprising. Jesus seemed to act like a rebel, doing what was ‘unclean’, touching ‘unclean’ lepers, and violating the Sabbath rules.

But to Jesus’ followers, this would have held special significance. Jesus was declaring that He meant to fulfill the Law. And if He succeeded in fulfilling the Law, then surely He was a righteous man, a man deserving of each one of God’s blessings associated with complete obedience to the Mosaic Covenant. Just a reminder, the Mosaic Covenant consisted of a series of blessings and curses based on whether or not you followed each command.

For truly I tell you,

Jesus often used the phrase, “truly, I tell you”. One way to paraphrase this statement in modern English is this: “Now, pay attention. I’m about to say something very important.”

until heaven and earth disappear,

Let’s be honest. We can’t imagine a day when heaven and earth will disappear. But we know from the Old Testament that heaven and earth will, indeed, pass away.

Lift up your eyes to the heavens, look at the earth beneath; the heavens will vanish like smoke, the earth will wear out like a garment and its inhabitants die like flies. But my salvation will last forever, my righteousness will never fail. – Isaiah 51:6

Around the time when the destruction of the heavens and the earth occurs, the souls of men will be resurrected and judged, either to eternal life, or to eternal destruction.

not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law

In other words, not a single word from the Law will be declared insignificant or irrelevant until after every human being has been resurrected and judged, either for redemption, or eternal damnation.

until everything is accomplished.

Accomplished. This is a loaded word. There is a ‘near fulfillment’ and a ‘far fulfillment’. Right before Jesus gave up his spirit on the cross, He declared, “It is finished.” Or, “It is accomplished.” The ‘near fulfillment’ is Jesus’ perfect life in fulfillment of the Law. By this, Jesus accomplished His mission, His mission on earth to fulfill the Law. And by doing so, He earned all the merits associated with fulfilling the Law, and when He laid down His life and took it up again, He made Atonement for the sins of many.

The ’far fulfillment’ refers to the last part of Isaiah 51:6 – But my salvation will last forever, my righteousness will never fail. After the Day of Judgment, there will be an eternal day of salvation for those who take refuge in Christ.

Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven

When we stand before the Lord on the day of judgment, God will judge us based on every standard God has ever communicated to us through Scripture, from the greatest tenet to the least. Therefore, it is vitally important that we are taught the Law in its entirety so that we are aware of the standard by which we will be judged.

It is important to note that Jesus is not talking about fulfillment here, as He did in His earlier statements. Here, He is talking about those who teach the Law. He is talking about those who teach others right from wrong. He is talking about God’s commands spoken in the Law and Prophets, which is godly wisdom.

The Law was given to teach us good from evil. It was to teach us what is good and right in God’s eyes, and what is not. Without the Law, we would be lost. We wouldn’t know up from down, or good from evil. Since God alone is good, he alone is qualified in defining for us what is good and what is evil. He alone is qualified to set the standard. What Jesus is saying is, every single command from God should be treated with respect and reverence, because each one was given for a reason, to instruct us in wisdom, guidance, and understanding.

but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 

Here, Christ is talking about both the practice and the teaching of the Law. But there is only one person who has ever been able to both practice and teach the Law with perfection, and that is Jesus, the Son of God. Therefore, Jesus is referring to Himself.

He is indeed great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

To understand what Jesus implies by this statement, we must refer to the last statement, which mentions both ‘practice’ and ‘teaching’. Great is the Son of God, because He both taught, and put into practice, every letter of the Law. But woe to the teachers who did not practice what they preached! For they will not enter the kingdom of heaven at all!

It is at this point in His Sermon that Jesus attempts to separate His teachings from the teachings of the Pharisees and the teachers of the Law.

Jesus starts off each point with this phrase:

You have heard it said…

He is referring to the religious leaders, those who taught the Law.

To understand what Jesus says next, we must back up to what Jesus said earlier, when he talked about neglecting the ‘least’ of God’s commands.

From this point on in Matthew 5, Jesus is pointing out what these teachers had been neglecting to teach the people regarding the Law. He is not, as I have heard so many preachers claim, setting a ‘higher standard’ than what had already been written about in the Law and Prophets. That is ridiculous. Every point Jesus makes in the Sermon on the Mount can be traced to the Old Testament.

For one thing, all throughout the Old Testament, God judged people based on their innermost thoughts and motives.

Consider the following verses:

All a person’s ways seem pure to them, but motives are weighed by the Lord. – Proverbs 16:2

Test me, Lord, and try me, examine my heart and my mind – Psalms 26:2

I, the Lord, search the heart and examine the mind, to reward each person according to their conduct, according to what their deeds deserve – Jeremiah 17:10

Do these verses not imply that God sees and judges our thoughts, as well as our actions?

Jesus, therefore, does NOT set a ‘higher standard’. He simply restates what is already implied by the Old Testament verses above, when He mentions God’s standards regarding murder and adultery.

You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘You shall not murder and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.’ But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister will be subject to judgment.

You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’  But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 

We must pause here. Notice He says “I tell you”. This is significant. 

The Old Testament prophets never spoke like this. All throughout the Old Testament, the prophets consistently distinguished God’s words and commands from their own by announcing, “Now listen to what the Lord says to Israel” or some similar comment. But here, Jesus is clearly taking ownership over these commands. He does not say “but the Lord says” or “but My Father says”. He says “but I tell you”. And this would have infuriated the Pharisees and teachers of the Law. He was clearly substituting “but the Lord says” with the statement “but I tell you” to draw attention to Himself as having equal authority with God. He was restating His Father’s commands as if they were His very own.

So, we see that He is restating what is already implied by what is written in the Law and Prophets. And He is stating them as if they were His very own. And we see that He intends not only to teach what the Pharisees and teachers of the Law had been neglecting to teach, but He intends also to practice and FULFILL all of God’s commands.

Now, let’s look at some other verses embedded in the Sermon on the Mount.

… if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to them; then come and offer your gift.

There is Old Testament basis for this as well. In Isaiah, God condemns empty worship. That is, he condemned Israel for celebrating their festivals and Sabbaths while acting shamefully the rest of the week: Your fasting ends in quarreling and strife, and in striking each other with wicked fists. You cannot fast as you do today and expect your voice to be heard on high – Isaiah 58:4

Obviously, God cares more about people getting along and making peace with one another than he does about following rules of fasting, worship, and prayer.

Divorce.

Ok, this is a hard one for many people. But it’s important not to avoid it just because it’s difficult to swallow. Let’s examine the verse together:

It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’ But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

When two people marry, they promise before the Lord to be faithful to one another as long as they both shall live: faithful and unwavering in fidelity, romantic love, desire, tenderness, and affection.  This promise becomes a covenant promise before the Lord God Almighty, and it should not be taken lightly. Thus, any divorce based on any other reason other than adultery is inexcusable in God’s perspective. God never intended to permit divorce based on frivolous reasons.

In ancient Jewish culture, a man was permitted to divorce his wife, but a wife was not permitted to divorce her husband. Thus, when a married couple divorced, it was always initiated by the man, not the woman. Even worse, because women were not allowed to work and be self-sufficient, a woman who was given a certificate of divorce would have felt compelled to remarry as quickly as possible, for the sake of her own dignity, as well as for her very survival. But if she had been a virtuous woman, always faithful and true to her husband, but her husband rejected her anyway, she not only must live with the scars of a broken heart, but she is placed in a position she never intended to happen – choosing a new man to marry other than her first love. She becomes an adulteress against her will and the new man she marries commits adultery with her.

The bottom line is this: there are only two ways in which the marriage covenant can be broken, either by sexual infidelity or death. The death of a spouse releases a person of their marital vows to marry someone else. Also, adultery. But in God’s eyes, if you make a lifelong commitment, you better be prepared to live up to that promise. Do not take it lightly.

If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.

These verses at first appear shocking. But then, if you think about it, it really shouldn’t be. I mean, who wants to suffer in eternal hell fire? What could possibly be worse than that? Who wouldn’t be willing to go through extremes if it meant preventing a fate of eternal suffering?

To paraphrase Jesus’ words, He is saying you should be willing to suffer and sacrifice anything in this life if it means preventing you from being thrown into hell. What you suffer in this life is temporary. But if you are doomed to suffer after Judgment, it will be eternal.

A pastor once told a story of a man he met who had been persecuted for his faith. The man was threatened. He was told to renounce his faith, and if he didn’t, the guards would chop off his fingers, one by one. After a finger was chopped off, he was asked to renounce his faith, but he would not. So, they moved on to the next finger, and then the next. The man ended up having no fingers left. But his interrogator had marveled in awe and wonder at the man’s resolve… and humbled himself and became converted to Christianity. That is just one example in which losing a finger or a toe for the faith in Jesus Christ can increase and magnify the kingdom of God. Not only did the man spare his own soul from the clutches of hell fire by refusing to renounce his faith, even at the cost of losing all his fingers, he gained a convert by the strength of his steadfast testimony.

Oaths

Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not break your oath, but fulfill to the Lord the vows you have made.’ But I tell you, do not swear an oath at all… All you need to say is simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

Preachers and theologians will talk on and on about God’s covenants and promises. But the truth is, God’s character is such that He does not need to swear an oath at all. Everything he says is the truth. His character prevents him from ever telling a lie. Therefore, if He says He’s going to do something, there’s a 100% guarantee that it will happen. Without swearing an oath or vow, you know God will accomplish whatever He says He will accomplish.

In the Old Testament, God would occasionally swear an oath or make a vow. He would swear an oath upon His own Name’s sake. That is, He would base his vow upon preserving His own perfect character.

When you read these promises, they sound almost comical. An all-powerful being whose nature is to never lie does not need to swear an oath. These oaths seem to be made for the benefit of the people who doubted God’s ability and character. For these folks, God says, “I’m staking my reputation on this: I will do everything I told you I’d accomplish.”

I’m sure you’ve encountered people who are in the habit of saying one thing and doing another. It’s frustrating. You can’t trust them.

I once hired a cleaning lady. She was a friend of a church member, so initially I gave her the benefit of the doubt. She’d promise to clean my house on a certain date, but would arrive late, and leave early, before the house was cleaned. Then, promise to come back to finish the job… and never show up. Then, she wanted to be paid in advance… but after being paid, I wouldn’t hear from her regarding her availability. Then, after finally scheduling a date and time… she wouldn’t show up at all. Then, she’d give a sob story about her car breaking down… but didn’t notify me about it until the end of the day. Then, she’d tell me she’s broke and needs cash right away to pay her bills and promises to pay me back by Wednesday. Wednesday comes and goes and all I hear are crickets. After all of this, whenever we did schedule a time, it became sadly predictable that she wouldn’t show up at all due to one reason or another. She’d tell me one sob story after another, of how she needs money right away for this immediate need or that and make a thousand promises of how she’d do anything in return, including clean my house from top to bottom.

All the while I kept wondering when she’d just be honest with me. If she was really in serious financial trouble, I was more than willing to help her. But instead of telling me the truth, and saying something like “I really need the money, and I want to pay you back, but I don’t know if I can” or “I want to do something in return but things are so crazy in my life right now I don’t know when I’ll be able to schedule a time” she’d tell one lie and make one false promise after another. The lies kept building, one after the other. Frankly, the lies and dishonesty hurt far worse than her inability to pay me back.

Lies and dishonesty will ruin a person’s reputation. And they are not from God. And the more a person is desperately compelled to persuade another person of their good intentions, the more motivated they become of making promises they’re not sure they’ll be able to keep. And the more likely they are to forget that God is listening.

Whether we know it or not, all our vows are “before God” in that God is fully aware of every promise we’ve ever made. He knows because God knows all things. And every ‘yes’ or ‘no’ that we declare before men, regarding what we will do or not do, God knows about these things as well.

So, what is Jesus’ point?

Essentially, Jesus’ point is this: God wants our honesty, faithfulness, and consistency, in everything we say and do. If our deeds don’t match what we say, we are not conforming to any of these attributes. We are not conforming to the attributes of God.

You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.

Why should we not resist an evil person?

In order to understand the answer to this question we need to look back to the point of the last section regarding oaths.

When we practice what we preach, when we allow our actions match our words, our reputation and character remain pure and intact. But what happens when we resist an evil person? Our own reputation becomes soured by our response.

I once had a friend in Middle School who lost her temper with me. She was one of those who walked around with a big chip on her shoulder. You could see it in her eyes and her whole demeanor, but honestly, I had no idea what was upsetting her so much. Then, one day, she just blew up like a volcano. She blasted me, saying all kinds of ugly things. And I reacted like most Middle Schoolers would. I acted on instinct. Without thinking, I blasted her in return. I returned all the ugliness right back at her. We parted ways and I wandered around the schoolyard still furious over what happened. Another friend of mine approached me later. In fact, this friend who approached me had been my best friend in all the world. Well, she heard from my other friend of what happened… but from a different point of view. She told my best friend of all the ugliness I said to her, leaving out all the rest. My best friend was floored, and my reputation had been undermined. In the eyes of my best friend, I had done a terrible thing. When I told her I had been provoked, she at least understood the whole story, but it didn’t exactly raise my reputation any. In fact, I had lowered myself to the level of the one who had provoked me. Ironically, in my efforts to resist ugliness, I had become ugly in return, and my reputation had been tarnished as a result. I had acted no differently than the world does. I had not separated myself from reacting in the same ugly manner the world does.

Fighting evil with evil simply doesn’t work. All it does is make you more and more like the evil you deplore. Your reputation becomes just as tarnished and ugly as the evil people you resist.

But what if you chose to respond differently?

In order to conform your character to the character of God, you must possess the qualities of honesty, faithfulness, consistency, kindness, and grace. But your character and integrity will be quickly tarnished if you cannot be consistently gracious or kind in the midst of trial, or when provoked by an enemy.

However, if you choose to respond with silence, submission, or even with acts of kindness, your reputation will remain pure and intact. Even your enemies won’t be able to find any fault in you. Your reputation and integrity will remain without blemish.

This is what it means to live a blameless life.

The Old Testament mentions two faithful servants who were characterized as ‘blameless’.

Genesis 6:9 – This is the account of Noah and his family. Noah was a righteous man, blameless among the people of his time, and he walked faithfully with God.

Job 1:1 – In the land of Uz there lived a man whose name was Job. This man was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil.

The word blameless means to live with such high values of integrity, choosing to shy away from committing any act of evil, even in the midst of great trial, that even your enemies will speak highly of you. Don’t just submit to your enemies’ demands but go over and beyond what they ask of you. As long as their demands don’t violate God’s decrees, go the extra mile. In this way, you will win favor even among your enemies. And even if they do still choose to wag the finger, making baseless accusations, God who sees and judges all things will vindicate you and hold them into account.

You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that?

Where do we see this in the Old Testament?

This is a great question! And yes, it is there, in the Old Testament.

Blameless Job prays for those who tried to corrupt his mind against God in his greatest moment of despair and weakness.

After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before. – Job 42:10

 Righteous Abraham prayed for Abimelek after Abimelek had taken Sarah as his wife.

Then Abraham prayed to God, and God healed Abimelek, his wife and his female slaves so they could have children again – Gen 20:17

David, who had been running away from King Saul who was trying to chase David down and kill him, refused to take his revenge on Saul even when David had a clear opportunity to do so.

He said to his men, “The Lord forbid that I should do such a thing to my master, the Lord’s anointed, or lay my hand on him; for he is the anointed of the Lord.” – 1 Samuel 24:10

In all these cases, faithful men showed mercy upon those who had wronged them.

Now, imagine you were part of the crowd listening to Jesus preach the Sermon on the Mount. Imagine hearing these words. Keep in mind, the religious leaders had not been instructing the Jews on these matters even though, as I have been trying to point out, they are actually self-explanatory lessons from a proper reading of the Old Testament. 

Imagine what you might have felt in that moment.

I know what I would have felt. I would have felt deeply convicted. If I hadn’t had realized it before, I would have concluded just how far short from God’s standard I had actually been living my life. If I hadn’t had considered John the Baptist’s teachings on repentance before, I would have been pondering John’s ministry in that moment. I would have wondered, perhaps I, too, need to repent of my sins. I need to run into my closet and cry out to God, “Lord, have mercy upon me, a sinner!”

Now, consider Jesus’ next bombshell…

Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

For those in the crowd who knew and who had read carefully the Old Testament, one would have discovered how imperfect even the most faithful servants of God actually were. In fact, Ecclesiastes 7:20 says this:

Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, no one who does what is right and never sins.

And this is repeated by Saint Paul in Romans 3:23…

for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God…

So how is Jesus’ command for us to be perfect relevant for us, sinners?

Jesus’ command seems to imply that it is possible to be as perfect and as holy as the Father himself. And yet Jesus says this in Mark 10:18…

“No one is good—except God alone.”

Let me stress that again… No one is good except God alone.

So, Jesus knows none of us are perfect. So, why is He commanding us to be perfect? He seems to be asking the impossible from us! That seems… unfair, doesn’t it? I mean, if we’re doomed to failure, why even try? To say the Pharisees demands were stricter than Jesus’ commands is ridiculous. The Pharisees’ demands were at least achievable. Jesus was asking for the impossible.

I repeat that again:

JESUS WAS ASKING THE IMPOSSIBLE.

Did anyone catch that when reading Matthew 5?

This is the punchline. This is the point Jesus is trying to make. In order to preach the lie that it is humanly possible to earn righteousness based on following the Law, the Pharisees had to deliberately neglect any Scriptural references that pointed to the Father’s ability to judge people’s hearts, to examine their innermost thoughts and motives, and determine if their character reflects that of the Father.

Jesus is saying,

Forget about what the Pharisees have been teaching you. They have not told you everything. If you followed every letter of the Law, and the standards set by the Prophets, you would have to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect. And if you are truly honest with yourselves, your hearts should feel a great burden of conviction, since none of you are perfect. All of you are far from the perfect glory of God. I am not here to abolish the Law and Prophets, but I have come to clarify them for you. Even more, I plan to fulfill them all, from the least tenet to the greatest, since I know it is impossible for mere humans to do so.

The New Age of Young Pastors and Trends

For a year, we belonged to an aging churchu. To put it into perspective, we are 50, and we were called young!

My husband worked as a pastoral assistant under the senior pastor who was hired five years ago in an attempt to attract a younger crowd. This church once had 800 members, but that was many decades ago. That number had dwindled over the years to less than 100.

The senior pastor is everything one would expect from a hip, younger crowd. He’s got the long hair, long beard, and tatoos. He’s got the wife and two kids. He’s smart, too. He’s getting his PhD from a prestigious seminary. He convinced the church to disassociate itself from both Baptist conferences, and take the word “Baptist” out of its name, because, well, the word “Baptist” just isn’t hip or cool anymore. He rebranded the church with a hip new name, designed a new flashy website where he could post all his latest sermons, set up a church directory that people can use a phone app to use, hired a children’s minister and planned weekly “youth nights”, and bragged constantly about the church’s ideal location near the town square.

But none of these things impressed enough to bring in the masses. In fact, numbers dropped, rather than grew.

Meanwhile, aging buildings were in disrepair. The old and the elderly, which comprised of most of the congregation, were not being cared for. The woman who had led choir for decades had stepped down and there was no one to replace her. She had also taught the only Women’s Bible Study. The gracious musician who had always led worship had never been paid a salary. The children’s ministry served only a half dozen kids, and that includes the senior pastor’s two sons. Youth nights had zero attendance, although many people prayed youth would come. Meanwhile, Fourth of July celebrations and various other big city events brought thousands of local families within a stone’s throw away of the church’s doorstep, and the senior pastor never once proposed a single evangelistic venture to reach out to them.

In an ideal church, a person’s personal relationship with God should matter first, the care and fellowship of current church members second, evangelism third, and then worry about everything else. But everything falls apart if priorities are backwards.

My husband was released from the church because his skills did not align with the church’s needs. At least, that’s what he was told. In a sense, they were right. There was definitely a misalignment. But the misalignment was on their part, not on my husband. My husband did not care about the dwindling funds that failed to cover the ballooning costs of facility needs and repairs. He did not have the skills, nor the motivation, to do much about the upkeep of the aging buildings. He cared about the people and whether or not they were grounded in Christ. He strove to act on the needs of God’s people, leading Bible Studies and visiting the sick and homebound. These were his priorities.

You see, the church is not a building. It’s not whether or not it has a young, hip pastor or even the size or state of its buildings. It’s not a location. Nor is it defined by its membership’s ethnicity or age group. It doesn’t matter if the church is full of old people or little ones. None of these things define a church body. What defines a church body is the quality of the people who meet together. Are they all gathered together for the same purpose in mind, to worship the same God, with lovingkindness, in Spirit and in truth?

This church reminded me of empty nesters living in a large, oversized, and very old home. Empty nesters who no longer need all that space, and no longer have the time, energy, or funds to keep up with all the home repairs. Empty nesters who are in denial of what they desperately need: they need to downsize!

The sensible thing to do is to give to God what is God’s. The kingdom of God’s people is not defined by a building. It is not defined by a location. It is not defined by a denomination. It is not defined by a hip rebranding or a membership list. God’s people includes all believers everywhere. It includes every body of believers, worshipping together in gatherings, all throughout the city, and the world. The “church” with its newly branded hip name does not own the buildings or property. God does! So, sell the property to another group of God’s people. Sell it to some growing congregation that needs it. Sell it to a growing congregation that may already have the funds to fix all the repairs. and in the meantime, move the current flock to a much smaller, more practical, and more financially sustainable, space. That way, everyone is happy! The larger church gets what it needs, and the smaller one gets a smaller “home” in which to worship.

So what if the “home” is smaller? So what if the location is different? A manageable house of worship means less stress for the pastor, and everyone else! And more time, and money, can be spent on the things that matter.

We’ve heard recently that the senior pastor’s latest move was to hire an executive pastor to manage church assets. Sadly, I am doubtful this latest decision will be any more successful than anything else he has done. The main thing is still not being treated as the main thing!

It is easy to get enraptured by a building. Even Jesus’ disciples got distracted by the beauty of a structure meant as to be a sanctuary of God.

Some of his disciples were remarking about how the temple was adorned with beautiful stones and with gifts dedicated to God. But Jesus said, “As for what you see here, the time will come when not one stone will be left on another; every one of them will be thrown down.” -LUKE 21:5-6

A structure built by man can be easily destroyed, and it is no substitute for the unperishable gift of eternal life given to us by the Holy Spirit, through the Gospel of Christ!

As the saying goes, keep the main thing, the main thing, and you can let go of everything else!

Christianity 101: The Lost Art of Repentance

“Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near!” (Matthew 3:1-2)

This was the cry of John the Baptist.

This was also the plea from Jesus.

“The time has come,” [Jesus] said. “The kingdom of God has come near. Repent and believe in the good news!” (Mark1:15)

John’s entire message was of repentance.

John the Baptist appeared in the wilderness, preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. Mark 1:4

So, what is repentance and why is it so important?

Definitions are always a good place to start.

The Bible does not split up these definitions as the Merriam-Webster dictionary does, but rather combines them. In other words, to repent in the biblical sense means to change one’s mind regarding certain actions or behaviors that prompt feelings of regret and contrition, by doing away with and rejecting all rationalizations of such behaviors, and accepting one’s humble duty to commit themselves to turn from sin and dedicate oneself to the amendment of one’s life. When John baptized his followers, he immersed them completely under water. Baptism represented a complete submission and immersion unto a person’s teachings. Baptism represented a long-term committed lifestyle change. A lifestyle of repentance meant always admitting when you’re wrong, make peace with those you’ve wronged, always be quick to ask God for mercy and forgiveness, and do whatever you can to turn away from committing the same sin again. It represented a complete change in lifestyle. It was not a one-time admittance of one’s imperfections.

No one likes to talk about sin. No one likes it when their own faults are pointed out to them. It’s never enjoyable. It’s never pleasant. And yet, John was never lacking in disciples. Many came to him to be baptized.

Who were these people, these followers of John? I suspect they were “sinners”. They were those who felt burdened by their guilty consciences. They were those who felt “too far gone” for God to forgive them. They had been ensnared by sinful habits: drunkenness, thievery, prostitution, adultery, the love of money, petty resentments, envy, jealousy, malice, debauchery, … well, you get the picture. They had done wicked things… and they knew it. But… they were not proud of it. Far from it. They were ashamed. But they also felt as if they had no hope.

John had preached a message of hope. Confess your sins to God, repent, commit to change, and God will forgive you all your sins.

It probably wasn’t an easy message for these folks. No one likes to talk about the things they are secretly ashamed or embarrassed about. Especially to God. If anything, we are more apt to get defensive and make excuses for our actions in order to avoid feelings of guilt or shame. But John preached that admitting wrongdoing in spite of the feelings of vulnerability and humiliation confession might stir up, is the only way we can be cleansed. This is how we are made new, by confessing our sins to God and to one another. It is never a “fun” experience, by any means. It goes against our human pride. We want to feel strong, confident, and in control. We want to feel good about ourselves. Talking about our doubts, fears, faults and weaknesses takes vulnerability. And it never feels good. Not at the time. But there is a strange irony that occurs when we do admit our faults and failures. A burden feels lifted. We realize we’re not alone. And we feel… changed. It is by talking about our weaknesses that we are truly cleansed. We’re more apt to put the past behind us. And this is why God wants us to confess our sins and failures. He knows what’s best for us. And His heart, being full of love, will never turn anyone away, no matter what that person has done.

Many of John’s followers asked John for advice. No doubt, they were feeling wretched. Would they ever be able to atone for all the evil they had done? Perhaps, they didn’t even trust themselves to know how to change from old behaviors.

My impression of John’s followers is this: in their hearts, they wanted to please God, but deep down, they felt horribly inadequate. They weren’t sure if they were even capable of doing it. They wanted to believe it was possible. They confessed their sins, they allowed themselves to be baptized by John, and hoped that John was right, that God would indeed forgive them of all their mistakes.

It is important to note that the Pharisees and Jewish leaders were preaching a message that suggested that one could earn righteousness by checking all the boxes and obeying the Old Testament Law. They emphasized outward actions, however, as if that was all God cared about. And people understood sin based on what the Pharisees had taught them. Thus, these people who became John’s followers were most likely those who were the obvious criminals: prostitutes, thieves, adulterers, etc., and others who felt weighed down by the burden and shame of personal guilt of sin.

In order to confess sin, you have to know what sin is. As I mentioned earlier, people during that time period knew what sin was based on what they were told by the Jewish religious leaders. People in general didn’t have copies of the Torah or the Septuagint laying around in their homes. You have to understand – this was 2000 years ago. The printing press hadn’t even been invented yet. Books were rare. They were written by hand. There were no computers, no internet servers, no Bible apps, nor audio books. A lot of people didn’t even know how to read. But the Pharisees, the Sadducees, the Jewish leaders, and the teachers of the Law, certainly did know how to read, and they read Scriptures often. And so, everyone assumed these folks knew all the answers and were teaching them everything they needed to know. But then this Jesus fellow comes along… and puts them all to shame.

It is extremely important to understand one critical fact: everything Jesus taught was already there in the Old Testament. It is absolutely ridiculous for anyone to say that Jesus taught something anything different from what was already explicitly stated, or at least alluded to, in the Old Testament.

Over and over again, in the Old Testament, God asked that his people give him their hearts. Over and over again, it was revealed that God sees into people’s hearts and knows our innermost thoughts and motives. God sees what no one else sees. And this was Jesus’ entire point when he stood up before thousands and said, “You have heard it said, do not commit adultery. But I tell you, if you look upon a woman who is not your wife with lust, you have already committed adultery in your heart.” In other words, Jesus was explaining to people what sin is in God’s point of view. He was explaining to them that sin included those secret thoughts and motives in the heart. Sin included those things we do in secret, that we keep hidden from our friends, our family. And this must have been a shock to the crowd of people listening to His message. They had been duped into believing it was all about appearances because that was what the Jewish leaders were preaching. As long as you kept your nose outwardly clean and your reputation untarnished, you’re okay. And Jesus had to ruin all that.

I’m sure most people who listened were stunned. Those who already felt burdened by their sinfulness – the prostitutes, thieves, and those who abused their authority – well, they were probably feeling even worse. They already knew they were sinners. Now they knew just how far off the mark they really were! And those who thought they had checked all the boxes… well, they were feeling quite ashamed of themselves. How can any heart and mind be completely pure and unblemished?

The point of Jesus message came down to this: Every person is in need of repentance. Not a single person is without sin. We all need to repent of something.

John encouraged his followers to produce fruit in keeping with repentance. That is, don’t turn back to your old ways! Stay focused on directing your life towards God and what pleases Him, and you will store up for yourself treasures in heaven. 

While it is fine and good and wonderful to preach the message of the Cross – that is, that Christ bore the wrath of God upon His body when He died upon the Cross so that we might be redeemed in the sight of God and win favor with an eternal reward of life in heaven – the message of the Cross has no value apart from the message of repentance. There is a beautiful irony here. The more one is aware of the impurity within their own selves, the more one appreciates the gift of Redemption. And the more one appreciates the gift of Redemption, the more one desires to commit to a life pleasing to God. It is in this way, God slowly changes us, from the inside out. While it may be uncomfortable initially to stand under God’s pure light since it will by its very nature reveal the impurity of our own souls, it is vital to resist the temptation to run away and hide, as Adam and Eve did. Let God’s holy light do its holy work in transforming us into His holy people, willing servants to do His holy will.

“For you were bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s” – 1 Corinthians 6:20

Glorify God by living a life in keeping with repentance. Live a life in keeping with the message of the Cross – that our crown of future heavenly glory is an unmerited gift, reserved for us, not because we’ve somehow earned it by living “perfect” lives, but because Christ earned it by His perfect life, death, and miraculous resurrection, and gives it away freely as a gift to all those who believe in Him. Do these two things simultaneously and you will bear fruit worthy of a true disciple of the Lord.

Being Humbled By God’s Infinite Love and Grace In the Midst of Hardship and Tragedy

The author reflects on a recent cancer diagnosis while finding inspiration in a church member, Rachel, who remains joyful despite her own terminal condition. This leads to a contemplation of faith, gratitude, and God’s blessings throughout life, emphasizing the importance of service and recognizing miracles, big and small, within one’s own experiences.

Less than a week ago, I was given a diagnosis of cancer. I will spare you the details. Suffice to say, the diagnosis is preliminary. That is, there’s still no information on whether it’s spread or not. Maybe it has, maybe it hasn’t. Best case scenario, the doctors will be able to surgically remove the effected area and that will be the end of the story. The worst case scenario, I will be on my heavenly journey home a lot sooner than I had expected.

Which has led me to think over my life, and whether or not I’d live my life differently if I knew I had only a few days left to live. What would I do? How would I do things differently? What legacy would I want to leave behind?

There’s a woman at our church who has suffered from cancer for many years. I’ll call her Rachel. That’s not her real name, but I use an alias to preserve her privacy. Anyway, Rachel is quite literally a walking miracle. All her doctors tell her, “it will be any day now”. There is nothing they can do. She is on nothing but pain medications, the strongest her doctors are allowed to give her. And yet, she’s as happy and content as can be. She always attends church. She always has a smile. She’s at Bible Study every Wednesday and even cooks meals for people who are on the prayer list. And she’s dying. To be honest, I would never have known she was dying except someone told me about it. For the last several weeks, she’s been attending church without her walker. She’s a little unsteady, but not dangerously so. And she’s completely alert and aware of her surroundings. She’s convinced God keeps her alive because He wants her to keep serving the church. In Bible Study, she talks about her heart “bursting” for love for God. She has such a heart for the Lord, and a heart of service, I’ve been praying for a miracle.

Just a week ago, my husband got an urgent message from her family and friends. They said they had trouble waking her, that when she woke up, she was only partially conscious, and that her breathing was very labored. Her blood pressure was also dangerously low. She hadn’t eaten much in days and had been having trouble swallowing. They urgently asked for a personal visit. The very next day, Rachel got up the next morning looking perfectly fine, busily going about making herself a pot of coffee. Her friends and family who were staying with her were in shock. “What are you doing?” they asked her. “I told you I’m not going to die until Tony gets here!” she reminded them (Tony is our head pastor). I had to chuckle when I heard this! I can imagine Rachel saying those words.

Well, Tony couldn’t visit till three days later. And she was still around to receive him. And she’s still alive and kicking as I write this. In fact, she attended church yesterday, just as she usually does. She keeps holding on, still smiling, still serving, whenever she can. In fact, last week she asked ME if I wouldn’t mind if she made a meal for me while I recovered from my recent surgical cancer biopsy procedure. I was humbled!

The kingdom of God includes women like Rachel. People who love the Lord and love to serve Him. And their hearts are so full of His love and Spirit, that nothing in this world matters. As long as we have life and breath, and bodies that move and speak and can perform acts of charity, we are of use to God.

I’ve been reading a lot of the book of Psalms. Many chapters talk about praising God for His good works, for His renown, to magnify His Name and majesty. So, I thought to myself. What has God been doing? What good works has God been up to lately? What magnificent deeds has God performed?

God is always at work. It’s just that we don’t always see it.

In my own life, I see myself as another “walking miracle”.

At six years old, I was diagnosed with iritis (inflammation of the iris of the eye). From that day till I was about sixteen, I suffered many bouts of “pink eye”. The inflammation was unusually chronic. A reduction in topical steroidal eye drops would always lead to another nasty inflammatory “flare”. Over time, this led to other complications: glaucoma, cataracts, corneal endothelial decomposition, and other issues. I remember as a young child, my pediatric ophthalmologist took my parents aside. He tried to prepare them for the worst, warning them that there was a very high risk that I could go blind eventually.

I wish I could tell you that my parents were sobered by my doctor’s words. I wish I could tell you they had turned their anguished hearts to God. I wish I could tell you that they responded by wrapping their arms around me and telling me that they loved me, that they’ll love me no matter what happens, and they’ll be by my side no matter what.

But none of those things happened. My doctor sought to reveal to my parents the sobering reality of the situation – and it completely backfired. To my parents, the prospect of their daughter going blind was frankly unacceptable. My sister vividly remembers our mother angrily responding with the adamant cry, “We are NOT going to let our daughter go blind!”

Notice the pronoun “we”. As if my mother or father could take the place of God and had any sway over the matter.

My parents went into complete “control mode”. They cleared their calendars and filled them up with all my doctor appointments. They took meticulous notes during each appointment. They charted my daily medicine schedules and followed them to the letter. They took complete responsibility of the matter, whether for good or for ill, as if by sheer will and determination alone, they could steer the outcome of a myriad of complex diseases in which there are no cures. But I never saw them take the matter to God. They believed in God – or so they claimed – but they didn’t seem to trust God enough to take care of the situation. Instead, they took the entire burden onto themselves, not trusting anyone else to help them, not other Christians, not in prayer, as if God himself had abandoned them, had left them with a burden they never asked for, a burden they resented, but a burden they were determined to take mastery over, to force the outcome into submission, one way or the other. The results were devastating, hardened hearts, demoralized spirits, emotional overload, and spiritual bankruptcy. No one from my family goes to church anymore. No one, that is, but me.

Why was I the sole receiver of God’s calling? The child in the middle of the mix, the one “cursed” with disease and hardship, who had no friends, no one who could relate to her inner sorrows and cares? How is it I was able to “see” what the rest of my family failed to notice: I saw God’s blessings everywhere. Every time I had a successful surgery, I inwardly praised God. Every time I went to the doctor expecting bad news and received good news instead, I praised God. I praised God that I was able to go to school. I never had to learn Braille. And I got straight A’s. I praised God each time I got behind the wheel and was able to drive. I knew one day I might not see well enough to drive anymore.

And I praised God for my church and my church family. I praised God for my Christian friends, of whom I’d meet at school. I praised God for those who showed the love of God, in kindness, in grace, in charity, in generosity, in joy, in service to others. I praised God inwardly, like Mary who “pondered all these things in her heart”. That was me. I pondered them in my heart. I marveled at God’s goodness that was all around me despite my circumstances. And I marveled at my Savior, my Redeemer, my Healer, my Defender, my Friend. I marveled at Jesus’ willingness to die for a lowly half-blind, half-crippled, shrivel-handed, uncoordinated, tone-deaf worm, such as myself. What was Jesus thinking???

And then I remember Jesus’ prayer. He prayed aloud that it pleased His Father to impart His wisdom unto little children and not to the scribes and Pharisees. In other words, it pleased His Father to call those unto Himself who the world despises and assumes are too “naive” or “stupid” or “weak” or “afflicted” or “infirm” to be called or used by His kingdom. Why did it please His Father to do this? Jesus said it was to shame the proud.

Some years ago, my husband and I were visited by relatives who are very proud. My husband and I were doing very well for ourselves. We were happy. We talked to them about our vacations, our plans for the new home we bought, etc. We told them our hopes and dreams and happiness. We thought nothing of it at the time, but sometime later, I found out they had spread false rumors behind our backs, of how rudely we had treated them. It made no sense. It’s not like we were bragging or anything. We were just… happy. What’s wrong with that? But then I was reminded that that is just what proud people do. They resent it when people they view as “undeserving” are happier and better off than themselves.

And God has been good. He has been VERY good. He has been faithful. He has blessed me with more than I had ever asked for!

More than four decades after my first diagnosis of serious eye disease, I still have my sight! Even more, I can see better now than I have in twenty years. I’ve had fourteen eye surgeries and have seen probably at least a hundred or more ophthalmologists in my lifetime.

And I thank God every day that I can see! That I can see at all is a wonder and a grace-filled blessing from God! Did any of my ophthalmologists who examined me as a child predict that I’d still have my vision at my age (I am now 50)? I seriously doubt it! It’s not exactly a “miracle” as miracles are demonstrated by Jesus in the Bible (Jesus healed a man born blind – an unexplainable and undeniably supernatural occurrence). But at minimum it is a HUGE unexpected blessing that I can appreciate each and every day.

What other wonders do I see?

What wonders do you see? Surely, God’s wonders are all around us.

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